lifesanstheory

Lucy and I hung out last night. It was cool. She's leaving for Baltimore on Saturday, so she said she wanted to see me before she left, which I thought was sweet. I was being checked out left and right on Muni...I was like, hey, I could get used to this. This really cute guy was reading an X-Men comic, and he was like, biting his nails, he was all into it, it was so adorable. I was hecka looking and him and smiling, and then he looked up and smiled at me, and he was like "It's good!". It was cute. But yeah, so then, we met up, went to this AWESOME chinese food place on Castro, which I never knew anything about, but I'm totally goin there from now on. And went on down to Dolores Park, and just hung out on the swings and like, talked about like, everything. It was really cool. THEN! On the way home, on Muni, there was this really cute guy sitting across from me, but like, we were facing each other. And he was sitting next to this old guy. And the cute guy was listening to his iPod, and like headbanging, and like, mouthing the words and all into, and I thought that was cute. But THEN, the old guy started like hella coughing and like hawking up loogies and shit, and the cute guy hella looked at him with like, the most disgusted look on his face, and moved over a seat, and I hella started laughing, and he looked at me, and hella started laughing too, and then the old guy got up and moved, which I felt bad about, but then the cute guy was totally eyeing me, and I was like, what's up. But I didn't. Haha. And then we got off on the same stop, and we waved goodbye to me. Haha. It was cute.

But yeah, so Lucy and I were talking about how she's like goin off to college and she's so excited, but at the same time so scared and stuff, and how she misses high school and stuff. And it made me think. I wanna grow up too fast. I wanna get outta here too badly. I need to enjoy the time I have in high school right now...cuz it won't be there later. My time will come when I have to get scared and excited and go off to college...but it's not that time yet. So, why am I thinking that it is that time? I need to be me.

Karsyn told me that I need to figure out what I like. Because when I know what I like and what attracts me, I'll know what to look for. She said that all my boys are so totally different from each other, and it's true. I mean, Alex's boys have a consistency, and so do Karsyn's. I need to figure out what I like. I thought it was totally adorable that that guy was all into the comic book, that made him 4 times more attractive than he already was. And the music guy too...he was soo cute because he was all into the music. So...I have no idea what that means, but it's a start. So yeah.

I'm hungry and tired and need a shower, and need to clean my house and do laundry and read. Haha. Love ya'll!